Below, you’ll find a poem by Alice Walker ‘Poem at Thirty-Nine’ and a part of an analysis.
Includes a breakdown of the stanzas, an insight into the speaker + voice of the poem, and an exploration of the themes and deeper meanings. This is only a quick overview to help you get to grips with the poem; you can access a full in-depth breakdown of the poem below.
Poem at Thirty-Nine
“How I miss my father.
I wish he had not been
when I was
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Stanza 1: The poet says she misses her father and wishes he’d been less tired when she was born – perhaps a metaphor to suggest that he was always working or had no time and energy for her.
Stanza 2: When she writes money deposit slips and cheques (checks), she thinks about him and how he taught her to manage finances. She saw keeping track of and managing money as a way to escape from her parents’ lifestyle and started saving very early, even in high school.
Stanza 3: He also taught her to tell the truth, even though sometimes she may have gotten in trouble for it, and sometimes it may have hurt him to know the truth.
Stanza 4: She remembers him cooking, and how this was an almost spiritual act for him. He enjoyed the process of cooking and the act of sharing food.
Stanza 5: The poet now thinks about herself, and how she copies her father’s behaviour (as well as his appearance). She cooks in a similar way, using the process of cooking to switch off and enjoy herself, equally she enjoys the process of feeding others.
Stanza 6: Finally, she realises he would have been proud of the woman that she’s become. Her behaviour is similar to his own, both domestic and creative.
The speaker in the poem is Walker herself, drawing on her own personal experiences and memories to explore how we connect to family and tradition, and how our own lives are influenced daily by our upbringing. There is a nostalgic tone to the poem as Walker reflects on her relationship with her father happy, but with a tinge of sadness as we realise he is no longer around.
- Daily activities
- Ageing / Maturity
- Primal rituals
- Nourishment (Spiritual and Physical)
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